that girl... a regret

i could see that girl, occupied in front of her laptop watching a variety show, ignoring her studies. she was supposed to study for her exams and she knew that, but the show was more interesting, more tempting and too hard to ignore. that girl knew that she was wasting her precious time when she kept procrastinating. she knew that, but being a fool that she was, she kept doing that. when the result was announced, that girl had little expectation because she knew she was not being serious. she knew she had managed to let herself down. again. today, that same girl was trying to get back on her feet. she was trying to gather her scattered self and moving on. that girl knew the past failure was her own fault. in fact, failure is a choice they say.