Sunday, 9 February 2014

really fake

i sigh looking into the mirror
i saw me
can you keep a secret?
*looks right, looks left, whisper*
i don't really like myself
*sigh*
i wonder how to like myself
i wonder how others will like me
if i don't like myself
so i build a wall around myself
i wear mask when around strangers
even around those i consider friends
i still hold back
i wonder what it's like
to be real
*sigh*
i don't know anymore
what's real or fake
it's been too long
all the innocence has long gone
do you know what's the sad thing is?
me, that is.
*sigh*

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