Stay

so many times i've thought about leaving
and running away
and hiding
but where should i go?
i need to find where i belong
somewhere i feel safe
and happy

so many times i've thought about giving up
and giving in
and surrender
but what should i do after?
i don't have anything
still here, still stuck in this sorrow
still sad

i wanted to run away
but i have to stay
i have no better reason
other than that
and until i find a solid reason
i just have to stay.