distance

distance and time separate us
but life goes on
you have your own world
i have mine
but the memories we shared
will always stay in my mind.

i didn't know how many times i cried

feeling guilty for troubling people

feeling guilty for being such a nuisance

feeling down for making things difficult

feeling lost for making things complicated

i tried to think for others' good

without realizing that i complicated things

i tried to show a brave face

but still, in my heart i was crying

i didn't know how many times

i spent the day and night

crying my heart out

because i felt guilty

and this guilt is seriously killing me..!! 

i met abby today

today i met abby
a girl with a broken leg
her story made me frown
i felt sorry
i looked at her and i was confused
that she could still smile so brightly
after that tragedy
her story made me felt empty inside
that i was not as positive as her
to face life like a rock
but her story made me felt determined
to live my life better,
stronger than ever.

saying goodbye

it was hard to say goodbye
my tears fell like waterfall
nobody knew i cried my heart out
and you cried also
saying goodbye was painful
but you told me to move on
you told me to be strong
and here i am, wishing that i was stronger
without you here.

every little thing

that every little thing happened
was precious to me
whatever we shared
the stories, the secrets
made us close
every little thing that we went through
will stay with me
people can say anything
they don't understand
they didn't feel what we felt
they didn't share what we shared
and every little thing
made me feel grateful
that i knew someone like you.

memories

still haunting me

still staying close

still in my heart

are memories from the past

i had fun, really

they felt like family to me

they gave me memories

that will forever stay

good to be back

it's good to be back

after two months' break

i'm happy to see my friends

who are also happy to see me

this excitement, thirst for knowledge

that we share

make me feel contented

i look around me and see those smiling faces

although i'm not in the picture

i'm still happy

cause i choose to be.