their love is my cure

her smile
his smile
i love them, really

the pain
the grief
i have them, i shouldn't frown

because their love is my cure
i'll be fine
i'll survive

because their love is my cure
i won't give up
NEVER!

i'm a rock

the pain and grief
threatens to bury me deep
i hate feeling helpless
like i'm vulnerable
like i'm useless
like i'm nothing

but i'm a rock
i'll survive everything
every time they throw me
i'm fine
cause i'm as hard as a rock
i'll be fine
i always am.

Never Surrender

not good enough

not smart enough

not enough

i am nothing

compared to them

they are everything

they crush me to pieces

they threaten to bury me

inside the pain

plus the sorrow and grief

but, never once did i give up

though sometimes i think about giving in

every time i think about what i have

i have enough 

and that should be enough!

p/s: at least for now.